Andylovelime

So feel like dying!

sad is the only thing i can say


thx hun for my terter toy ^^ *muackz*


just wanna go home:((


love u Da MA


my besties forever. Amor <33

wilson called * hey so how? get result liao mah?*
andy said * not yet lahz, now on the bus to school.*
wilson replied * ok later call me and tell me how izzit*

ENDED

well i got this weird feeling in my body.
maybe i was too scare ya but its still result day.
Mrs Feng said u * the result are not better then last year*
The whole hall suddenly so quiet
Before taking my result, ok there were lots of talking crap done.
My form teacher was smiling at me
I was thinking * shit! is that a good or a bad sign?*
my heart starting to pump even faster

ok finally it is the time to give out our result,
the first 20, many start crying.
well not because of getting good result but bad. too shocked to believe our eyes.
My class, the smart-alex, she did so many and i was starting to get really worried about it.

And for me, i didnt do really good either.
My dream course in TP is like so OVER for me. dun even have to think about it.
So during that time, all i could think of is * wad can i do with such result? *
i off my handphone to prevent anyone from calling me.
Cos i was too shocked to get *WHAT THE FCK I GOT*

When i was walking out of school, Tino's mum came.
well she can actually come all the way to my sch to lok for me

wow!!

SHE made tino, running away from home and now she is blaming me for allowing tino for staying at my house.
hmm, i dunno lahz but i really wanted to scold her cos i really dun have the mood.
IT IS when i was walking out of the school gate, shes there already. -.-
i told her * sorry, auntie i gtg, talk next time* ( in chinese)

ok After that, i was thinking where to the hell i can go without much people.
i so wanna cry out but theres too many people.
so i took a bus to serangoon mrt and took the train to Vivo city.
On the train, my tears keep falling out, with many questions in my mind.
i simply cant stop thinking.

when i reached vivo, i sat and a place and msg my mum saying that
*mummy, sorri i didnt do well again and i disappoint u once again*
* i wont be hse early and dun buy dinner for me*
thats wad i msg her


And she replied:
* well ur just not good in studying but ur good in other thing else*
* so dun worry so much*
* wanna go shopping with me, can make to DES-STRESS-.-*
* daddy said that it is not important so dun worry*
* we will work things out and make a better way for u *

when i saw this messages, i couldn't control my tears anymore
and cried so so badly.
it is like when i was having my O's, to me those papers were like* ok i can do those questions so it shouldnt be a prob to me*
and this is wad i got. haizz

i didnt wanna call anyone and just wanna be alone.

Later on, i took a train to PS and walk to cine and then walk to far east plaze to see the new clothes.
AHHA! i saw johnny and he was asking about my result.
i only can say is * did badly* and nothing else.

then i was too tired, and went back home


home sweet home

posted by terter's land @ 8:30 AM