Wad have i done to get such suffering? I promise to wait mean i will wait. But your not showing me that you at least care wad am doing or my life. The first 2 to 3 week after u leave singapore for ur studies. You at least sms or call me every single day without me telling you. I am so happy that time when u cant reach me cos my phone is dead and u called charles to ask * how come andy's phone is not working?? Something happened?* ya u do care. But how come it doesnt contine. Well, i keep telling myself not to go msg or call u cos im scare that you will be busy with school work and i will disturb u. if i am going to make calls to u, u will have to talk to me on the phone and not doing ur work. Am i wrong doing that?! Or maybe i should to show i care?? When we got together, I dun even get to see u for at least 1 minute and ur gone for good. seriously, i dunno how long i can stand this kind of suffering, thinking of you everymin, but cant talk to you or even see you. I starting to forget how u look like but only remembering from photos u send me. When ur online that day, you didnt even talk to me. Well am i going to tell myself all the time * o is ok lahz, hes really busy with school work*. Its being like more then 2 months going to be our 3 months. I only get to see u for 270days for 3 YEARS!! 3 years my dear. Charles have been asking me to give up but i still say no cos i love you. Where all the msges and calls am getting it last time??!! Too busy! u called me the other time and wad u promise me? U promise me to msg me everyday, i just need a msg everyday telling me ur fine. Thats all, i dont ask much or asking u to call me everyday. Well everytime you say you will call back to me, but you never did. * dear, i will call u tmor okie!* i ask u, SINCE WHEN?! u sms me *i hope ur not angry with me... but theres nothing i can do* Nothing u can do?! wads so sending me a sms. I just need one. No matter how busy u r, i dun believe u can type a msg for me. Am i asking much?!! tell me is i am! Yours calls and msg are gettng lesser and lesser day after day. Now u can dun even contact me for a week. My friend love this person for 2 weeks and waiting for 2 weeks but no reply. To him he waited for 2 years. Thats how long 2 weeks can seems to be for him. As for me, i get so use to u not contacting me anymore thats y i msg u that * i dunno wad to say to u no more* I miss u so badly, thinking of wadever ways to delay my enlistment so that i can see u for that 1 month after waiting for monthss. Am tired already. tearing for u is the only thing i did so many times. Cos i love u.All the love you gave to meAll the lies you said to me and iIlove you soIt didnt matter thenEven after all i haveI can leave you with my pastI will promse you, my love will be so trueForever with youWith the pain i felt so deep withinWith all te love and time i share with youIf you could understandThe way you make me feelOpen your heart and see whose right hereWaiting here,by ur sideI Love You
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