Andylovelime

Time really flew pass really fast for me indeed. Time doesnt wait for anyone or anything that are really slow. And now its time for me to serve the freaking nation, knowing its a total waste of time. But at least, i can be bound from the outside world? For now, i just wanna get it done with. At first, when i just got enlistment letter, many questions just pop out in my head. I didnt know if i was ready for it or giving up the freedom i had in my hands now. Not knowing what kind of people i will encounter in camp, if its the same moronic people whom i met when i was in secondary school, then its a nightmare once again.

But the most important issue is not able to let go of YOU. If i ever going to enlist now, its hardly to ever see YOU again. But to think of it, I deferred once for u during march when i was to be enlist, thinking of all ways not to get into the march intake. But even ur back, YOU spend most of ur time with ur friends. But am happy to just see you or maybe thats enough i guess. I didnt ask for much, yet u threw me one side and off u go. Seriously, i will ask myself, What have i done? not to YOU but what have i done to myself. I did my part or should say over doing it. Yet to YOU, i deserve a scolding? what am i to do? wait? Isnt this what am doing for all this while? Do i really deserve all this from you? i dont think so now. There is no way your ever able to carry my pain and sadness for me or even away from me. Yet YOU gave me a bomb of it or tears YOU caused me. YOU bought me to a place so high, yet u threw me down to zero. Even YOU broke my heart millions of times, am still right here with you, loving you. I guess i had ever said a *NO * to you in anything * Last Minute plans you have*. Seriously, i hate how much i need you or even need you like how my heart needs to beat for me to live to see you. Its been 10th over months and am tired already. Every 14th of the month, its special to me. Knowing you in feb, getting together on 14th of feb, 1am sharp. Its 10 months of waiting and i dont get a single email or msg or sms from you. So this time, i will be brave saying * i will let go now *, tho i really love you so much. It start on the 14th of feb and it will all end on the 14th of dec, on my enlistment date. Now i will only wan to keep you in my thots and one part of my heart. I know i will ever be able to forget, so i guess i will let time to slowly to heal. Thanks for everything.

Little Butchy, ish libe dish.

My Diva sister(J),

My Bitchy sister(B),

My Jap sister(L)

My Drama sister(A).

` HENG MEI YOU XIN XIANG WOR!

`you you you you you, (J) ting mama de hua okie?

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I love u all so much.!!

To linda, grace and yvonne,

my chio bu(s)

Sorry, i didnt have time for u guys on my last week.

am so sorry. :(

We will meet up soon ya.

Loves`huggies.

And to be beloved sophia,

ur forever my beloved tree.

love u lots and thanks for all the time u wasted on me.

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so wish me luck guys

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o ya and james low

u can fck off!