Monday, December 31, 2007

It finally all over

Utterly heart breaking.
Tears were like a flowing river to an
Endless path towards a world
Without you.
Each night, its so cold
Thinking of you,
Led to one other face.
Trying so hard to get through the rain
you caused me.
I can never pull through
till i can forget you that one special day.


Got a message asking if your back already
My answer was * i don't know*
Got a message saying that your back
My answer was * i knew what it means now*

You left me there hanging freely yet all alone
Not even brave enough to tell me how u really feel
Not a call
Not a message
Not a email
which u promised
What should i call you then?

I was told to message you, letting u know how i really feel
And i did
No matter how much i really dont wanna to do so, i still did
Cuz i know,
there's something i need you to know.

Telling me your sorry?
if i dont hate you,
be your friend?
You dont need to be sorry,
i can never hate you
Friends?
At this point of time,
i cant accept.
Cuz
i can never blame on someone i love dearly,
yet its all put on my shoulder.
Carried it through my life.

You chosed to run away,
without a word
Its a long recovery period for me.
I hope your happy now.

Your not with me
too painful to talk about
till the bitter end
so i hold it in
till my heart can mend.


Am not brave enough to love again.











Gittering moments i remembered
no one can replace as a replacement.
no body can take your place.
I had learned.

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