Well, the day that FINALLY CAME! the day that ur going to be far from me! i dont know how to say how much i really miss you and stuff. Seeing you going through that door of departure gate, i know ur gone for good again. Am so hurt, so so hurt. But what can i do? stop you from leaving? No right. For one week before u leave, i hardly can slp or even eat anything. Cuz i dont know how to accept the fact that ur leaving me once again and am all alone again. Looking at the bright side, you had let me understand what is so important in life. Am not talking about just you and me but the future. Tho u kept pushing me away cos of your friends, but its ok. As long as i know ur happy, am happy as well. As i told u that there wont be a day that u need to chose either one. Cuz i know the answer and for now, i just dun wish to accept it and wont wanna face it. Just tell me that ur happy this way and i'll back off from ur life.
Its so so hard to tell someone i love such stuff, but i know that prob will somehow come to me and i got to face it fair and square. You gave me so much that i didnt felt before, u took many of my first time which i didnt try before. Seeing u leaving me is like my life is a green land full of flowers and trees when am with u and ur gone, am in a waste land and only me and myself standing that very spot waiting and waiting for you to come back through my door.
Loving you is really hard. Questioning myself that, over and over again of why do i have to love someone till this way? My answer is simple, cos our love is different from all the others and that makes our love even stronger each day. I love u deeply and loving you in every magical way.
Just be safe there and dont fall sick k? promise?
I love you little butchy
Yue Ding~
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