Andylovelime

Actually, i still couldnt believe that i could actually went through the tiring, harsh and been fuk by our sgt/sir like nothing. Well, things didnt turn out do be the way i through was so. Maybe taking that (gun) is a big big mistake cuz thats when more stuff were pushed into ur head and also more problems. I could say it endless of problems. Its always rushing movements and that also counts in for taking breakfast, lunch and also dinner. Seriously i hate it. Damn damn hate it. Hate to rush things in life and also rushing for the sake of doing so. Its not as if we will be using the same facts and *their thinking of rushing* into our working life. Not alking about studying. Sgts and sirs were nice at times but they tired us all our. The entire platoon were too tired to talk, eat or smoke( for smokers only). But O well, i just wanna finish my BMT and get the fuk out of those recuit way of living cuz it seriously sux to the core.

In the 2 weeks confinement, at times, i felt really lonely, depressed and of course thinking of things which were not to. Making my mood swings like crazy. And theres only 3 words that i say to myself every single day. * WANNA BE HOME* And now am finally out of camp and booking in the next day.! Freaking hell, i fuking hate the way they train us.

Well, at least i went out with my mum, getting my new NS army * waste of money * together with jeremy. And later on, met up with some friends at club. thats about it. now am blogging, not sleeping for more then 24 hours. Gosh am really tired. Before i end this, i will upload some pictures which i took with my new cam!. yay!.